Love yourself before you love others d:)



ABOUT ME
Name : Azlina Bt. Zahari
Age : 18
Sex : Good ones gives you satisfacton. Haha. I'm a female d:)
P.O.B : Johor Bahru
Family : Abah, Mak, one big brother & 3 younger sisters. I am the second child.
Status : In a Relationship
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INTERESTS
| My sayang, Jihan d;) | My family d:) | My life d:D |

LOVES
| Jihan |
| family | sleep | daydreaming | junkfood | chocolate | ice-cream | pizza | nasi lemak ayam rendang | pasta | COKE | iced milo | iced lime | ice-blended mocha | reading | watch movies | online | blogging | netball | badminton | football/soccer | Akademi Fantasia d;) | friends |

HATES
| backstabber | liar | two faced people | socalled 'friends' | big talker | wannabes | durian | bad breath | milk | vegetables | medicine | interupted sleep | doing house chores d:p |



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Thursday, July 01, 2004
New place


Click here for my new weblog.

Posted at Thursday, July 01, 2004 by az4han27
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
RM1000! Come and get me pleaseee!!

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I need at least RM1000 to get all the things that I wanted. I had my eyes set on not only on one shoe but erm, I think 3 or maybe more. And also on several tops and handbags. A few pants too. Hehe. Giler kan? Where can I get the money?!

I went out with my sister and Nini. I felt so bored and wanted some fresh air. Poyo! My feet is aching right now. Walking non-stop for 4 hours. In the end, the only thing that we bought was a longsleeve top. Well, it was my sister who bought it.

Bla, bla, bla...malas nak citer. Sakit kakiiiii!!!

Posted at Tuesday, June 29, 2004 by az4han27
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Monday, June 28, 2004
JOY!

current music : none

To Jihan, please read this until the end of it.

I felt really down today from the second I woke up. Been crying all night and managed to sleep in between crying.

But the depressed thing went by eventually. But not all of it though. Ego, DUH! So remembered about the UITM thing. Called Jihan again. Asked him if the car's available for him to bring me to UITM. The answer was a yes so fixed the departure time(haha..mcmlah nak naik plane!). Ameer came!! That's the first best thing a person ever done to me. Today lar. He's going to Pyramid with Faris and Sheikh so he dropped by while Faris fetch Sheikh. And this is what Ameer told me that made me lift up a bit,' Aku akan doakan kau dpt so kau tak merana dlm Form 6!'. So sweet! Haha. (Wah wah, sampai telinga nampak senyum Ameer!) JOY!

Around 415, Jihan came. I didn't talk much in the car but responded when he approached. And we've been humiliated! Ahhh! By ourself of course. Ok, it's like this. Jihan went into the Touch&Go lane. So I was like,'Ek eler, dah ader touch&go apsal suruh aku kluar duit tol!' But then, the 'palang' thing tak naik and the screen showed that his balance was RM0.00. And to make it worst, he knows that there's no credit in it. He just wants to make it as a 'sweet memory'. Oh yeah, very sweet baby! Ha-di-ha. I'm laughing out loud now! JOY!

When I entered the Pusat Inovasi, waited for awhile. Then I asked the pak cik about my appeal. He checked my IC number in the database and this is what he said,' Tak berjaya dik..' I was so dissapointed that I came back to the earlier depressed Azlina. I cried in the car. Hehe. JOY!

Then, we went to Parade. Had my breakfast+lunch+dinner there. We ate at PizzaHut. Bloated man! 3 slices of pepperoni pizza, a bowl of mushroom soup and a glass of Pepsi. Kay lar tue. Each slices for each meal time. Oh, before that we bumped into Delaila. She's working at MPH. Guess what Jihan and I talked about when we were eating? Haha. Malaysian law! Once in a blue moon tue. Hehe. Jihan bought Sheila On 7's latest album and School of Rock DVD and I bought CLEO and Seventeen. JOY!

I bought CLEO because there's articles in it that I found suitable for me at the moment. Like, How Far Would You Go For Love? and How to Feel Good About Yourself When You're Feeling Bad. And I did the quiz. It's about Mind Games: Unlocking The Secrets of Your Inner Self. Here's the result.

1st question : You're getting dressed for the journey and you'd like to wear clothing in a colour that represents your personality. What colour do you choose?
My answer : White colour.
The analysis : The colour I select reveals the way I see myself. White=purity

2nd question : Now the journey begins. Imagine you are walking along in a road. How does it feel beneath your feet- is it a dirt road or newly-paved? Is the road wide or thin, winding or straight?
My answer : Newly-paved,thin and straight.
The analysis : The road I'm on represents life as I experiencing it at the moment. So, my life is easy and I'm sailing through it. (Heh, so 'true' lar!)

Argh, the quiz has 15 questions! Guess I just note down the first 3. Hehe. More about CLEO, click here. JOY!

Want happines? Here's what NOT to do.
* make generalisations
* brood
* think negative(man, I love to do this! Haha)
* jump to negative conclusions(this one too!)
* be a drama mama
* play the blame game(and this one!)
* ban happiness(not me!)
* stay silent(all the time baybeh!)

Buy it! Haha..

Oh, and thanks for trying to cheer me up baby! And spending RM100 just for me. Hehe. Kalau hari2 pun best gak. Haha. Just kidding! I love you so much sayang! Mwah**

Posted at Monday, June 28, 2004 by az4han27
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
I'm sorry!

current music : i'm good-blaque

So I said and did something really horrible today. Just because he did something SMALL! Sometimes I like to exaggerate a little bit. Aiyoo, how can I acted so stupid and selfish? And now I regret what I did and said. I still am. Oh well, if you're angry I guess you don't think logically. Everything seemed so wrong and you are the only one who's right. Grr, I hate this. I've apologized though. But I don't know whether it has been accepted or not. Enough about this. To whom it might concern, I am truly very sorry.

I went to Times Square with mom, Aunt Chun, Shafiq and my sisters. Malas nak cerita lar. But it was fun and at the same time tiring. Bought a shirt. It was discounted 50% from RM89.90. Went back around 10.

I am very tired so can't write anymore.

Posted at Sunday, June 27, 2004 by az4han27
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Stupid sengau-er!

current music : bouncing of the walls-sugarcult

One student has been eliminated in tonight's concert. And it's Edlin. Personally, I don't think she should be the one who got eliminated. She has very nice voice. And she made the whole Akademi place looked so cheerfull and bright with her very cheerful attitude. Her performance was great. There's one or two flaws but I don't think it was as much as Nurul's and Zarina's. They're both so 'lembik'. Look at how Nurul sang just now. There's no power in it. The same goes to Zarina. So sengau! Haha. And KAER! The way he dance. Man, I just love it! So carefree and entertaining. Haha. But loose the pants and suit honey! Doesn't suit you. He look like a stick. A cute stick! d;) Love it love it love it!

I spent nearly RM2 tonight. Hehe. AFUNDI-ed Kaer 4 times and Fitri 5. Because you see, Fitri's percentage was the last one just hours before the concert. I don't want to see him go so that explains why I voted for him that much. It's not like I did this everyday right?

Argh, no calls from him yet since Akademi finished! I'm signing off lar.



Posted at Sunday, June 27, 2004 by az4han27
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
FUN!

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Woohoo! Jihan bought me nasi lemak from Pit Stop and a tin of 100 Plus. Hehe. So today was the first time I had a decent breakfast since er, can't remember. Haha. After I had my BREAKFAST(hehe..bangga sket), watched TV then went online. Changed my layout. Tried to do different things to my blog but failed. So for now, this will be my new layout. White, clean,pure and innocent. Just like me d;) Hehe..

After my sisters are back from school, I went down and watched TV again. Got hungry and ordered McDonald. In the evening, Jihan called and asked me whether I want to join him and his brother play badminton. I was a bit um, segan*blushing*. Haha. But then he said that Bob and Saufi will be there too so I'm not so segan anymore. He picked me up and we went to the old KFC. Bob and Saufi was already there. The boys were so clever until they forgot to book the court first. So in the end, no courts are available for them. Bob and Saufi went back. Jihan wanted to hit some balls so we stayed there while his brother went back to take his golf things. Had a few laugh while watching them play golf. One of them was when his brother missed the ball and pretend to see the ball been hit. If you were there, you'll definitely laugh man! Oh, and also when Jihan tried to use the wood, he so efficiently hit the ball up to the ceiling. Haha. What a laugh! Then, this one chubby little kid came with his dad. He's so chubby you'll feel like pinching his face! He laughed when Jihan said 'Api doww!' with his giler tone. So cute! Both of them. Haha d;)

Jihan sent me home. The house was a bit quiet because my youngest sister's at school. She and her friends are now camping at the school field. Boy, was I glad when she told us she wont be with us for 2 days. And tomorrow, me and my first sister will be at my aunt's. My mom won't join us there because she had to go to my second sister's UPSR thing at her school. I don't care. Just as long I won't miss Kaer singing 60's song and Mas singing Seksis!

Jihan kept doing this 'thing' he got from 50 First Dates. It went something like this.'Uuu, fish make me horny!' And with the right tone,act from the movie. Ek? Come on lar baby. STOppPPpPPpPp! Haha. Naik giler I dgr. So yeah, today I am VERY amused! Love ya! Mwah mwah!

Posted at Saturday, June 26, 2004 by az4han27
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Friday, June 25, 2004
Biggest dissapointment

current music : ikhlas tapi jauh-zainal abidin

What did I do today? As usual, eat,online and watch TV.

Oh, I said yesterday we're suppose to watch movie right? Well, thanks to my mom we didn't. And I hate today! I looked forward for today. It's been what, a week since my last outing. Man, I just can't wait to live by myself.

So online all day. Nothing much to do. In the evening, watched TV. When my parents are back, I went up to my room. Didn't take my dinner and went to bed early. Around 215, Ameer called. Talked to him for awhile then went to sleep again.

-end of transmission-

Posted at Friday, June 25, 2004 by az4han27
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Soo fetch!

current music : the reason-hoobastank

Here goes again my daily crap. I started the day earlier than usual today. Heh! Watched a Malay movie called Trauma, starring Amy Mastura, Azhar Sulaiman, Nasha Aziz and Sharifah Aleya. It was ok. Not the best but not the worst either. Kinda scary and believe me, if I had a heart problem I'm sure I am submitted into a hospital by now. For me the best Malay horror movie, hmm, I think it goes to Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. That movie still gives me the creeps until now. I watched it twice. First with Jihan and the second one was with my mom, my aunt and my sisters. Ahh, enough about that. I'm in a romantic mood right now. Let's talk about luuurveee!! Haha. Have a laugh. Go on!

I'm just so happy today. I'm not giving you the details. Hehe. That's why I'm in such a good mood for this half day.

Jihan called when I'm asleep. I asked him to call me when he woke up, no matter what time it is because last night he had slept early and I hardly remember when was the last time we talked. I mean like, reaalllyy talk. And I miss it. Heheh. So yeah, and he said tomorrow(that is today of course..) he had a driving test in the morning. So maybe later on after that we could catch a movie. I slept once while he talked(d;p). He said he's going to call me 30 minutes later but he didn't so I continue my sleep. I called him around 10 and he didn't pick it up. Called him later around 2 and he said he just got back. Put the phone down and took my shower. And we didn't go to the movie. d:(

I went online after that. Saw him online too. The phone bill arrived today. Uh-oh! My dad went livid when he saw the amount. Not good. FOR ME! It almost reached RM1000. Well, it's not like I'm the only one who uses the phone a lot though. It just happens that my dad saw me everytime I'm on the phone for hours. I dare not to meet his eyes. My body, my fingers were trembling. So from now on, I'm not allowed to use the house phone not more than 5 minutes. This is hard. And with my Hotlink credit is getting low, it's not a good thing for me. I spent almost RM2 every Saturday(yeah the AF fever!). And not to mention calling Jihan, sending SMS-es to my friends and my parents. In no time the credit will finish. Grrr! I guess Jihan will have to do the calling from now on. Sorry baby!

Tomorrow we're going to catch a movie. He promised that this time we'll go. Guess what he wants to see. I'll give you 3 guesses. Riddick? Nope. Honey? Nope again. Ok, last guess. Around the World? Haha. Not even one bit close to the answer. Here's the answer. Bicara Hati! Have you heard of it? No? Thought so. At the end, I managed to persuade him to not watch it. Phew! Lucky me..

Ameer called last night. We talked about the Mean Girls movie. Oh, I downloaded it and watched it last evening. It was so fetch(taken from the movie)! I can't imagine a junior high girl could be so mean. Towards her close friends, schoolmates, her teachers and even her own mother. That's just so mean! You should watch it. Very entertaining. Makes you think about those 'plastic dolls' at your own school. Hehe. Wicked! It's so funny.

I wrote kinda long today. There's just so much things I think I want to write about but I forgot already. Hehe. So this is the end! Thank you for reading.

Posted at Thursday, June 24, 2004 by az4han27
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Tak jadi

current music : u got it bad-usher

i was suppose to buy the AF tickets today.but the bed's magnetic power is a lot more powerful than i thought.hehe.so decided to continue my interupted sleep.sorry dude!slept for a few hours,woke up but decided not to get out of the bed yet.just lay there and let my mind wander to the fantasyland.then,jihan called.automatically,i made it to the computer and switch it on.went online(duh!).checked AF website,download a few songs.jihan sent me a game called gutterball.it's actually a bowling game.installed it and played a few rounds.i am good!haha.

after i had my brunch,read the papers.got bored then i took a nap.actually,it wasnt a nap,more like fell asleep.haha.with the TV on that is.

woke up around 6,watched some chinese drama on TV3.oh,then there's my wife and kids on the tv.i love that show.really funny.

we ordered pizza for dinner.one large pepperoni delight,one large hawaiian chicken,one regular super supreme,6pcs of chicken wings and a bottle of pepsi.i made the order.heheh.quite a lot right?well,there's 8 people in this house and all of them has big appetite(exclude me..).

as you can see(if you read my previous blog too..),i've been doing nothing extraordinary except sleep,eat,online,read the papers and sleep again.and i havent been out from the house for a week.and it's driving me crazy!urghh!and ameer's in JB!he'll be back on thursday or friday.lama lagi tuee..then we can go jalan2.yeay!

i'm not watching the match today.cannot tahan anymore lar.yesterday,when i watch england vs croatia,i nearly slept.i missed the croatian's goal.but england won anyway!haha.take that baby!sokong lagi croatia.i think they'll meet the host in the quarter final match.it'll be hard.with the local supporters.viva la england!but bronckhorst is cute d;) and there's ronaldo too.haha.oh,france won too.3-1.zidane scored one and henry 'arrogant' scored two.

i'll just stop here.adios!

Posted at Wednesday, June 23, 2004 by az4han27
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

current music : sekali ini saja - glenn fredly

i didnt sleep for the whole night.well,if u have slept from 2 to 8,i'm sure your eyes cant close that night.i watched spain vs portugal(damn those spaniards lose!).later after that,online and jihan signed in minutes after i do.had a 'boo portugal-yeay spain' chit chat with him until i was caught red-handed by my mom.she was furious,i tell you.i was forced to go prepare breakfast.i planned to head to my room before my mom wakes up but this gemuk boy of mine kept me waiting while he on the other side was doing 'other' things(which i dont know what it is!) instead of replying my msg.huh!

when i woke up,it was already 6.hehe.run off the trail a lil bit arent i?my stomach gave a loud grumble.so i went down to find some food.sadly,there was none.so i ate 2 slices of bread,then i read the papers.watched some chinese programme then went back upstairs.online lar.aper lagi?

my sister asked me whether i'm interested in going to the AF concert this saturday.and i was like 'DUHH~'.but she said that the tickets were sold out.so i'm going to check if there's any unwanted ticket left at the counter tomorrow morning.i cant miss kaer singing some pop yeh yeh song.haha.he'll look so cute when he sings that.when my sister mentioned this to my dad,he sang the song.haha.he knew the words by heart!
my sister asked my mom if we're allowed to go and she said YES.haha.damn excited.i hope we can get the tickets.

england vs croatia today.i'm on the england's side.heh!i hope they will win.i read in some local newspaper that beckham is being controlled by posh.personally,i think so too.she's too busy with her 'not-so-good' singing career.she's just wasting her time in london.if i was her,i'd be by beckham's side in spain.and they're acting like they're the most perfect couple after beckham's affair revealed.fake smile on their face everytime there's reporters and medias around.hmm,quite an acting they got there.

that's about it i guess.thanks for reading d:)

Posted at Tuesday, June 22, 2004 by az4han27
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